puisi aneh!

i love you...
but
i hate the fact that i love you
i really2 love you...
but
i'm afraid to tell you
i always thinking of you
but
i hate to thinking about you
i always want to see you
but
i can't and i fell stupid when i looking at you
i want to be around you
but
you always be around your friends and when i'm around you....i fell happiness and peace full in my heart and i hate that!
i want to be your girlfriend
but
i know our love will end and idk what to do when we're dating
i really hate the fact that i you are the first person i' in love with!
but
when i'm in love my day never really sucks!you always bring the happy news every time we chat,every time you say my name and every time we close to each other it always make me happy!and just looking at you...i smile!and seriously love is beautiful but i dont need it right now!
but I LOVE YOU!and NOW I WANT TO HATE YOU