read it i dont get it

when i wake up the only thing in my min is this word
"good morning my self"
and then i'm thinking what should i do next?
and my answer is"do the same thing like yesterday"
and in another second i say"wait,what if today is my last day to live?"
and now what should i do?
"do the same thing,but make it more beautiful"
and how to make it beautiful?
"smile and say i love you to people you love"
is that what crazy people do?
"NO"
then i really have to do it?
"YES"
why?
"cause maybe you will never see them again"
really?
"just do it"
why?
"i tell you,make everyday special,just like your birthday or any kind of special day that you think is special even know is just a day!get what i mean?"
no
"its your birthday and do you fell special?"
yes
"why?"
cause is my birth day and it is special
"you make it special and if is not special you will not fell special"
so how to make it special?"
"pretend it was the day before you die"
ok i will try it
(gw ga ngerti tp what ever lah)