cry...

i cry a lot in this last week...
i cry cause i feel a pain in my heart..
i cry cause i just think everything is broken...
i cry cause i feel like i want to say something but i'm afraid to say it...
i cry cause one moment i hate my family....
i cry cause i just feel like i'm selfish...
i cry cause i'm far from god...
i cry cause i think too much about stupid things!
i cry cause i cant handle my problem
and after i cry...
i have a lot of thing in my mind...
a lot of thing to say and things i want to do
but i cry at night when i want to go to sleep and at that time i feel the best!
and now my heart broken just bacause a boy.....damn!