now i know why....

why is good to write stuff about boys....
now here it is...
i dont put too much hope from you i just love to have this feeling about you...
cause that feeling make me feel happy every time i saw or talk to you...
i dont really want to be your girlfriend cause i know its just a waste of time...
i dont want you to know how i feel about you....
but sometime i just want to scream out loud and say i like you...
i hate that many girl like you...
but what can i do about it?
make them hate you?i'm not gonna do that!
and its really hurt me if you talking to other girl and that girl like you
is just make me jealous!
and everytime i saw you i just really dont want to see your face cause i feel stupid!
and i really want to know.....do you like me?
and if that answer is not
i know i'm gonna feel pain in my heart and i will crush into %@#!
and now i just dont know how to let go this feeling!