ngasal

sometime you have let it go.....
let go all the things that disturb you...
be alone in your room and not thinking about anything and just focus on yourself
sit back and enjoy your life...
not complaning about anything...
be thankfull to god for everthing god give you....
crying out loud and scream as loud as you can and let go all the pain in your heart...
do things you always want to do....
say the word that you want to say....
and just be happy and dont care too much about things!
roller coaster
life is like a roller coaster to me...
a very slow roller coaster that move fast if someone is on my ride
that means is...
i only go fast if someone tell what to do and i cant go alone i must have someone beside me....
but if there no one beside me i will be week....
a roller coaster that use to be in the center of attention but now they in back....cause one big mistake....
that means.....
i use to be happy and going fast but now i'm not cause one big thing happen to me and that make me fell bad and chose to be alone and just have a slow ride....
because if you have slow ride you will look at thing slowly and study them get to know them and now what you doing and know what your doing is right and if make one small mistake you will know it and make it gone.
but if you go fast...
you just have ride full of fastness you not see thing clear you just have ride!a ride that if you make problem you will not know it until you stop for a while and try to fix it but you have no time...there is many people who want to ride you...to many that make you fell tired and cant stop
and because you tired and you cant stop you cant fix you problem and beacause of that problem you make a huge mistake....a mistake that could leave you a broken roller coaster and a broken roller coaster can only have a slow ride....