hello there

ok now...because of that last post that make me remember how i feel....
here we go...

Wednesday was a beautiful day...em normal!i laugh,scream,jumping and goffing around in school!
so it was good till i ask about giving money to the driver...and cause we dont have money my dad say"kasian bgt,kita aja susah bgt nyari duitnya apa lagi mrk?ayah lg ga punya duit"before that happen i read a mail for my dad and its about bills and money all that stuff right at time i feel guilty for what i've done to them and my self!they work so hard to build this family i never see them but things to their self!and they always try to make us happy!tp gw selalu minta lebih dar itu!its like i'm not thankfull enough for what i already have...now i always keep this word in my heart "never look up always look down!there's many people who's richer than you,but there's too many people who have more dificult life than you"(ngarang)but its right! just so you know...i hate talking about money and all that stuff around it!I'M NOT RICH!and yes i'm lucky-er than those people in africa! and so do you!