new layout

ehe i kinda hate it and love it
its too girlie for me but anyway what do you think?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

hey there....
here i want you to meet some of my friends

Nabila
she's my best friend since i was 10
a very nice girl,happy,cute and funny girl
i think she's pretty adorable in unique kind of way
smart girl and fun to be around with

Alisya
she's my best friend too...
a very2 silly girl she's a lot like me
she dont mind do stupid stuff with me...
a lot of people think that we are siblings but we're not
she have a very curly hair...
she love music i think,and she's alex poser
she's a silly girl,funny,fun,weird and ignorant girl

Fira
she's a very cool girl
a very tomboi girl,emo look alike,smart and creative girl
she's a cool girl in the school i think she a very "gaul"person i think
most of all she's smart at math she love click five,metro station and other band
she also love music and she's good at posing for picture hehe...

Pamela
my dear new friend..
she funny,nice,sensitive,smart,chear up person
she always there when i sad i call her and all the sudden everything just feels good
she know what she want and try hrd to get what she want,after that she always get what she want.she have a big body though but size dont mater.haha

Rida
funny girl
silly girl she always make me lough
she's good at making jokes
she love acting weirdly and make joke out of it
she just funny

Vanya
she my gossip girl thingy
she know everything about what happen around school
she know boys stuff,she also love magazine and hollywood
she have a cute incessant face
i love to talk about boys with her cause she know a lot about boys

Nisa
nice girl
michael jackson fan like me
love anime
i can chat about everything with her any kind of topic
she's just like my partner in crime

alya,chintia,putti,raisya,fitri and other
they are a great person and nice person...ttys

some word for those of you who need it

let it all out, cry as hard as you can
scream as loud as you can
jump as high as you can
say the word you always keep in your heart
cry...
and then take a look on the mirror and say the reason why i do this is cause i'm...
say all of it until there's no pain inside

what ever you called it!

the way you lough and smila at me the more you make me happy and love you!but i KNOW you dint feel the same way cause we're just friend!-shila

he's hot,he's smart,he's funny,he's great looking,he's nice,he always make me laugh when he joking around,he always make me smile when i saw him,he always make me have a butterfly feeling when i'm around him and he's just everything!but all that have no point cause i'm afraid to say....I LOVE YOU!-shila

when you in love with a hopeless boy,keep having it dont try to hate him or forget about him.cause when you do that,you become more in love with him!just like me.-shila

one eird feeling i have in this last 5 month and that weird feeling is love-shila

new twitter account!!!!

http://twitter.com/LalaNeverLand

looklet.com

hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so i just want to tell you that i found a AMAZING website!its looklet.com
just click the link!haha i love it!!cause i dont have that much outfit to mix and match, so i do it here!hehe its sooooooo fun!and other website you may know before stardoll.com it was a fun website!just try it!and i have my own account on looklet check it out here !!!i've a done some look that i think look kinda cool hehe i dont have that great fashion sense but i'm learning!i love fashion.i dont mind watching runway show,photoshoot or other stuff that include fashion!it just that I HATE TO WEAR IT!weird huh?but my fav fashion desainer is michael kors,marc jacobs,dolce and gabbana, anna sui and many2 more!ok then ttys
p.s i'm sick so maybe i will not post anything for another 2-4 day so have a nice week!:-)

emh???

maybe we know that we both like to faking it did we?
i'm faking to like you and you faking to like me too...
and maybe me and you are not the type who love to have bffffffffffffffffffffff!right?
cause to be really honest i'm not hating you,but i think you need more friends!and you do have 2-4 friend, but what the hell?are you trying to make them like alex evan too?and like emo stuff?lying just like you?i think that's a bad stuff!i like you but sometime you dont treat me right!and i'm telling this to you cause I THINK YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU DO!you still lying and i accept that!but LYING IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU AND OTHERS ok? you have one bad talent and that's LYING without feeling bad after doing it!and you proud of it?em....there's one qoutes"sometime life get complicate,so you can lie but for a GOOD REASON...." and "we need honesty in this world" "after one lie there's gonna be another lie and 1000 more lie to cover your previous lie"so?lie=hell!wkwwkwk

hey there biyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaach

i hate you and i think you hate me too and the reason we hate each other is cause of one stupid boy and i want to make a peace with you"i'm sorry for everything i said about you"and if you dont accept it then i will call you the real bitch!

fact about me

-im in love with michael jackson since he die
-i love good charlotte since i was 10
-i'm not a rich daddy girl
-i have a problem with my head
-i think too much about stupid thing and cry about stupid thing
-i'm very sensitive about life changing thingy and love
-i cry at night on my bed over what happen today
-i hate to hate people
-i hate to be hated]
-i hate paris hilton
-i think math have nothing to do with life or love
-i think math is VERY not important
-i love history, culture,biology,politic,and language!
-i love to learn about psephologist stuff
-i love to know what reason that make people laugh and cry
-i love listening to mean full song
-love to read great quotes
-i hate liar
-i hate people who close to me but they dont treat me right
-i hate talking about finical thingy
-i dont talk money
-i love fashion but i hate wearing it(weird huh?)
-i love magazine
-i love hollywood
-i want to be a writer or a song writer
-i love my mom more than anything!
-i'm addicted to twitter
-and i hate my lil bro!

ttys xoxoxoxo
lala

a very weird conversation!

P:hey shila!
me:hey....what's up?
P:nothing i just want to say something to you...
me:what?
P:I HATE YOU
me:uhoo....em....why?
P:cause you still my bff,you act like a weird-o,you like the boy i also like,you're a smart girl and i dont like you playing with my friends!
me:well....?first of all i dont still your bff,second, this is me and if you dont like me i dont really care and if i like the boy you like wtf?and third i'm a smart girl and you're an idiot and if you dont like me playing with your friends...?i got nothing to say about that!
P:ergh what an idot!
me:ok....what do you want me to do then?
P:go away,stay away from the boy i like and stay away from my bff and friends!
me:i cant do that!
P:well you must....if you dont do that i will still hate you!
me:so?like i care!there's a people out there who hate me too you know!and there's also a people who hate you!so we're tie!
P:argh what ever!i want you to die!
me:good then kill me now i will say the word of sha'hadat and i will go to heaven!and you the one who going to hell!
P:argh!what do you want from me?
me:nothing....
P:so?
me:nothing i said!
P:why do you must be like this?
me:idk....
P:i'm out!
me:bye....
P:you are the shit!
me:well ok...i take that...btw...you got some shit on your face(tai lalat)
P:what ever!
ps...its kinda true but made that up just something to blog about!

twitter

TWITTER IS NOT WORKING FOR MY ACCOUNT!I'M STRESS OUT ABOUT IT!

mj

mj oprah interview 1
mj oprah interview 2
mj oprah interview 3
mj oprah interview 4
mj oprah interview 5
mj oprah interview 6
mj oprah interview 7
mj oprah interview 8

the city...

the city...
reality show yg baru selsai hari senin huhu sedih!the city bercerita tentang withney yg hidup di new york dan kerja di bidang fashion!withney punya cwok yg namanya jay he's kinda hot i think!hehe i like rockstar looking guy!and are a very cute couple !with punya 3 temen yaitu alie,erin and olivia i think olivia is look like a bicth!hehe but she kinda is!hehe but 3 of them look fabulous!and my favorite is alie!she's a model who always have trouble with her boyfriend adam
and many other story you just have to watch it!and my favorite episode was the last episode!hehehehe sgt menyentuh,full drama and many other thing that i love!ttys

thinng

the way they play...
the way they to each other of each other....
the way he really care about her...
the way she look at him...
the way they laugh together...
and talk to each other...
and they way she cry when he not call her at night...
the way he mad at her cause she ignore him...
and after all the way i can tell they are so in love!
(gw nulis pas pelajarn sejarah bosen ngantuk dan ini gw tulis untuk mella)

what's up!

hey.........
so i've been done a lot of thing lately(em not a lot but many feelings )
so saturday i go to citos to watch harry potter and the half blood prince with my mom and big bro
it was a great movie i think!but kinda boring too!i have a lot questions about from that movie!emma watson look so cute!and the whole movie was great!but at that time i was feel a lil sick so i'm kinda sleepy!but hey... you must watch that movie!
and then at sunday me and the whole family went pre month shooping!and that's just it!
and yeah...in citos there is one slice of heaven!and it is....the magazine stand or i like to call it my lil heaven(peri plus) i read some of magazine there i read life and style magzine and inside of it there is a articel about mj house what he do and blabla2 i really feel like i'm in heaven at that moment!
ok now bye...

bad day....

this is the list of the bad thing that happen today...
-di tegur guru gara2 slh ngerjain tugas...
-dia masuk
-temen2 keliatanya rada get annoy gitu sama gw idk why..
-ali marah gw katain banci
-she's hate me after all the nice thing i've done to her all the time i spend with her all the lough we share,i think its kinda like a joke but its still hurts
-joel is on the wogly list...(the list for an ugly people and he get number 70)
-i lost many followers cause of Twitter Correcting!

the good thing
em....
-i got into drama with the senior
-mella cry and i loling with nisa about it
-me and my best friend who hate me talk about so mant thing in the bus!
-lulus praktek arab
-sejarah was great
-i play the sims
and maybe that's it wait till to night...
and ps gw lg in the mood where all the things is worst than ever!so have a nice day!

ok now...because of that last post that make me remember how i feel....
here we go...

Wednesday was a beautiful day...em normal!i laugh,scream,jumping and goffing around in school!
so it was good till i ask about giving money to the driver...and cause we dont have money my dad say"kasian bgt,kita aja susah bgt nyari duitnya apa lagi mrk?ayah lg ga punya duit"before that happen i read a mail for my dad and its about bills and money all that stuff right at time i feel guilty for what i've done to them and my self!they work so hard to build this family i never see them but things to their self!and they always try to make us happy!tp gw selalu minta lebih dar itu!its like i'm not thankfull enough for what i already have...now i always keep this word in my heart "never look up always look down!there's many people who's richer than you,but there's too many people who have more dificult life than you"(ngarang)but its right! just so you know...i hate talking about money and all that stuff around it!I'M NOT RICH!and yes i'm lucky-er than those people in africa! and so do you!

hem...?

sorry nothing to blog...i have no feelings right now...
but actually i have a sad and emotional feelings at monday but idk how to describe it...so i dont post it..but i do write my diary!and now i forgot how do i feel right at that time!i think one word to describe that feeling is, disappoint!ok then ttys?

Michael Jackson - They Don't Care About Us lyrics

Skin head
Dead head
Everybody
Gone bad
Situation
Aggravation
Everybody
Allegation
In the suite
On the news
Everybody
Dog food
Bang bang
Shock dead
Everybody's
Gone mad

Chorus:
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Beat me
Hate me
You can never
Break me
Will me
Thrill me
You can never
Kill me
Do me
Sue me
Everybody
Do me
Kick me
Strike me
Don't you
Black or white me

Chorus

Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate,
You're rapin' me of my pride
Oh for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill his prophecy...
Set me free

Skin head
Dead head
Everybody
Gone bad
Trepidation
Speculation
Everybody
Allegation
In the suite
On the news
Everybody
Dog food
Black man
Black mail
Throw the brother
In jail

Chorus

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible cause you ignore me
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwin' me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is that land from which I came
You know I really do hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin', he wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head
Dead head
Everybody
Gone bad
Situation
Speculation
Everybody
Litigation
Beat me
Bash me
You can never
Trash me
Hit me
Kick me
You can never
Get me

Chorus

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be

Skin head
Dead head
Everybody's
Gone bad
Situation
Segregation
Everybody
Allegation
In the suite
On the news
Everybody
Dog food
Kick me
Strike me
Don't you
Wrong or right me

Chorus
(Repeat to end)

i think if you listen to all of his song and read all the lyric....it really mean something,he try to remind us about things.and i think is his way to say something!cause according to what i read in the internet he is such a loving person...many people use that.so he just do what people tell him to do!he NEVER trust anyone...he NEVER have a real friend so he's the lonely'est person in the world!so nobody listen to him!and making a song with a deep lyric like this is the way he speak out!

you are a lucky person

why?this video will answer it!
click here just watch it....is capture almost all the pain they feel but they look happy cause one little thing! .they dont have enough food,health,money and many other stuff that you take for granted !so feel thankful for everything you have! and we are human we keep wanting for more and more!so what if they rich?at least we can eat!have a house and many other stuff that they dont have!

sad news...

ada bom di jakarta!ya....pasti lu semua dah tau kan?pas hari jumat,pagi di 2 hotel yg berhadapan!
oh god who ever do that i wish all the worst go to hell!what kinda human want to do that?kill him self and kill other 9 people...56 orang yg lain luka parah!dan ada yg bisa nge buat orang itu mau melakukanya?oh god!sad...sad news!dan krn itu juga MU ga jd dateng wtf?terkutuk orang itu!btw..joel madden feel sorry about that news too and click here to read and click here too
ok ttys

word!

dont care what people say or think about me i just live my life and so are they!they really dont care about me and i dont really care about them too!so is about me and is not about them!this is my life and is not your life!dont take care of my life you have your own life to take care of!so i'm done!

enjoy...

heal the world
they dont care about us
childhood

nice words

now i know why....

why is good to write stuff about boys....
now here it is...
i dont put too much hope from you i just love to have this feeling about you...
cause that feeling make me feel happy every time i saw or talk to you...
i dont really want to be your girlfriend cause i know its just a waste of time...
i dont want you to know how i feel about you....
but sometime i just want to scream out loud and say i like you...
i hate that many girl like you...
but what can i do about it?
make them hate you?i'm not gonna do that!
and its really hurt me if you talking to other girl and that girl like you
is just make me jealous!
and everytime i saw you i just really dont want to see your face cause i feel stupid!
and i really want to know.....do you like me?
and if that answer is not
i know i'm gonna feel pain in my heart and i will crush into %@#!
and now i just dont know how to let go this feeling!

nice

baru dpt tugas pkn di suruh nyari artikel yg membuat kamu terinspirasi dan apa yg kamu akan lakukan untuk apalah!wow nice !dah ketemu lbh dari 5 artikel yg keren!yippie!new class was not that bad!

cry...

i cry a lot in this last week...
i cry cause i feel a pain in my heart..
i cry cause i just think everything is broken...
i cry cause i feel like i want to say something but i'm afraid to say it...
i cry cause one moment i hate my family....
i cry cause i just feel like i'm selfish...
i cry cause i'm far from god...
i cry cause i think too much about stupid things!
i cry cause i cant handle my problem
and after i cry...
i have a lot of thing in my mind...
a lot of thing to say and things i want to do
but i cry at night when i want to go to sleep and at that time i feel the best!
and now my heart broken just bacause a boy.....damn!

what???michael?what?:'-(

click here and read it!

ngasal

sometime you have let it go.....
let go all the things that disturb you...
be alone in your room and not thinking about anything and just focus on yourself
sit back and enjoy your life...
not complaning about anything...
be thankfull to god for everthing god give you....
crying out loud and scream as loud as you can and let go all the pain in your heart...
do things you always want to do....
say the word that you want to say....
and just be happy and dont care too much about things!
roller coaster
life is like a roller coaster to me...
a very slow roller coaster that move fast if someone is on my ride
that means is...
i only go fast if someone tell what to do and i cant go alone i must have someone beside me....
but if there no one beside me i will be week....
a roller coaster that use to be in the center of attention but now they in back....cause one big mistake....
that means.....
i use to be happy and going fast but now i'm not cause one big thing happen to me and that make me fell bad and chose to be alone and just have a slow ride....
because if you have slow ride you will look at thing slowly and study them get to know them and now what you doing and know what your doing is right and if make one small mistake you will know it and make it gone.
but if you go fast...
you just have ride full of fastness you not see thing clear you just have ride!a ride that if you make problem you will not know it until you stop for a while and try to fix it but you have no time...there is many people who want to ride you...to many that make you fell tired and cant stop
and because you tired and you cant stop you cant fix you problem and beacause of that problem you make a huge mistake....a mistake that could leave you a broken roller coaster and a broken roller coaster can only have a slow ride....

time machine

if you asking what is that?is a time machine search it on google!if you have a time machine what will you do?go to past a change the things you do wrong or see your feature?if you ask me me i will go to past and change things i do wrong and live the life that i already change! cause i want to know what if i did not do that, what will be different? why did i dont want to see my feature?cause the past is leading you to your feature...(i think)i have a good and a bad past time!we all make mistake!and i've done a lots mistake in my life and i want to change thing in the world if i can!and go to time when michael jackson die and maybe i will save his life!(lebay)!and this is some of the thing i want to change if i have a time machine.....and please if you have one can i borrow it?or buy it?and if there ins in this world i want to know how do you make it?ok here it is
-i want to go back to 1990 why?just want to see my parent datting! are they a cute couple?
-back to 1945 when indonesia rule!
-1994 i want to see my brother when he still a baby
-1996 when i was born i want to see the proses!and how do i look and how loud i cry?
-2000 i want to go to LA and tell michael jackson all the things he will done in the next 9 year and tell him to be carefull
-1996 again i want to see good charlotte!the year they making music or sing?
-2004 i want to tell joel that he will breakup with hilary duff and dating nicole and have kids!and i also want to tell nicole :D
-2005 i want to cry and mad at my and ask her to not giving birth of the baby she preagnat with and ask her to kill it!and let her know what will happen if she did!
-2008 i want to know if i have no borther!is my life will be diffrent?
and many2 more

another mj video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjK169h7bgQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eO0Q2yu1pzk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxkVaYlrfh8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Drc6gARRBT8

----------------------love you michael jackson---------------------------------------

hey again!

so almost all my post is about michael jackson right?heeh sorry i've been in love with his song,video,lyric,profile and his life idk why....but i just love him!start when he die!weird huh?yep
btw i dont get why there is some people who making fun him or hate him i dont get it!he's a human who...have AMAZING heart!he have AMAZING voice talent and many2 more! i love him!

click2

Michael Jackson Will You Be There

Michael Jackson - Heal The World

Michael Jackson - Man in the mirror

we are the world

Michael Jackson - Black or White

some of michael jackson song that i love

-Thriller
- Beat It
- Billie Jean
-Man In The Mirror
-Dirty Diana
-Bad
-The Way You Make Me Feel
-Heal The World
-Will You Be There
-You Are Not Alone
- ABC
- Rock With You
-Earth Song
-Smooth Criminal
- Remember The Time
- Blood On The Dance Floor
-Scream
-They Don't Care About Us
-Stranger In Moscow
a lot of song huh?hehelove him!

michael jackson man in the mirror lyric

I'm gonna make a change, for once in my life
It's gonna feel real good, gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right...

As I, turn up the collar on my favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street, with not enough to eat
Who am I, to be blind?
Pretending not to see thier needs
A summer's disregard, a broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other on the wind ya' know
'Cause they got no where to go
That's why I want you to know

Chorus:
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
(If you wanna make the world a better place)
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
(Take a look at yourself, and then make a change)

(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)

I've been a victim of a selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
That there are some with no home, not a nickle to loan
Could it really be me, pretending that they're not alone?

A willow deeply scarred, somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind, ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me
(Starting with me)

Chorus
(Repeat - ad lib)

Make that change.

in love with that song!and i love michael jackson!

what happen today...

gw sama nabila pergi ke citos....mau nonton hannah montana movie!and we did watch that movie it was great!habis itu kita makan di burger king and beli gw majalah!ke peri plus,keliling ampe puas...gw sama nabila dah capek dan kita memutuskan untuk cari tempat duduk sekalian beli minum ada 4 pilihan yaitu:j.co,aw,starbucks&burgerking!dan setelah melihat2 celanga celongo kita memutuskan untuk ke starbucks(jah sok padahal ga tau cukup ato ga duitnya) n yep kita beli starbucks pas liat2 menu loh kok semua mahal ya?gw milih ice vanila latte nabila liat2 lagi n dia juga milih yg sama...but,pas ngasih duitnya mbaknya bilang"dek duitnya kurang"oh gosh malu gw dia ngakak!ehem2 dia nanya cuy ada ga lu?gw tanya lu?n then mbak itu cek lagi dan ternyata mbak itu yg salah ngitung!GUEBLEK!TOLOL bikin malu kita aja mbak/mas!(hehe soalnya tu muka ga jelas abstrak gmn gitu!blehehe sok cakep gua!tp bener mukanya oval tai lalet di jidat kyak orang indiol!(india tolol)gitu jd kita dapet starbucksnya!yippie!mas yg ngasih kyak ga iklas gitu!hehe...di lempar ga jelas!ya udah dgn wajah beribu perasaan kita keluar dan duduk di luar!gw sama ENBI! ketawa sendiri!hehe....maklum malu getho louwch!ake KhAn mAlUw(alay mode on)hehe....setelah kejadian indiol itu kita muter lagi dan kita ketemu CINTA LAURA! omg gw langsung minta tanda tangan dan peluk dia erat2 dan minta foto bareng!(gak lah mana mungkin tolol abis klo gw ngelakuin itu)ga lama setelah itu gw ama enbi pulang!n that's it!ttys!

hannah montana the movie...

ok so here the story....gw sama nabila janjian mau nonton hannah montana the movie,so we did it was a great movie(for us)hehe filmnya bagus!lucu seru n ga ngebosenin!bagi gw filmnya lebih bagus dr pd hsm3!why?cause....ini lbh bercerita and ada moralnya!(jih sok bgt dah gw)yoi dia terlalu seneng jd hannah montana and that make her forgot about her real life and who she is!dan krn itu bpknya bw dia pulang ke hometownya!n she living her normal life!dia ketemu cwok yg sumpah bg gw dia cakep abis!to see his face click here oh gosh he's cute!but "M" is cuter hehe!and then after she live her old life she dont want to be hanna again...there's a part of the movie that make cry a bit(hehe biasa lemot)when she sing a song about her life and....bla2 pokoknya bagian itu menyedihkan! at the end dia ngasih tau rahasianya!tp cman untuk orang2 yg ada di hometownya!and that's it!more blog to come...ttys

michael jackson interview

mj interview part 1
mj interview part 2
mj interview part3
mj interview part4
mj interview part5
mj interview part6
mj interview part7
mj interview part8
mj interview part9
mj interview part10
watch all of it!:-)

michael jackson death...

as you all know he's gone forever!but many questions....
gw penasaran bgt ama cerita hidupnya!kalo ada buku atau film tentang kisah hidupnya....pastinya gw bakal nonton atau beli!

td malem gw nonton remembering michael jackson....and i cried!oh gosh acara megah bgt!
tp yg gw anehin...dia islam kan?knp di di nyanyiin lagu gereja?weird huh?
trus kemaren gw nonton interview dia...10 part!it was great interview!dia bilang masa kecilny susah,dia benci sama bpknya,dia cinta anak kecil and he's a shy person!omg!ada bagagian dmn dia naik ke atas pohon kayak anak kecil and he he say"i rather play a ballon fight or climbing a tree"
trus orang yg nge interview bilang really?"yeah i rather do that!"omg ge terharu bgt pas dia cerita tentenag masa kecilnya tentang how does he really fell to be on stage and other stuff!you must watch the whole interview!and good bye michael jackson we will always love you!

question and answer part2

hi!
hello!

so what r you doing?
playing a very cute game!and thinking what should i do for tonight

what are you thinking?
should i sleep or watch michael jackson memorable thing?

for me you should do the watch thing!
ok then!move on

ok....you love mj?
start when he die!heehe idk!i start listen to his song!and i love all of them!i cry when i listen to your not alone!and i cry when i watch one of his interview!he have a bad childhood i think!

do you have a bad childhood?
NO!i love my childhood memory!i never want to leave my childhood!its beautiful!i have the best childhood memory!i love it!

why?
cause....emh actually i love the time before my lil brother born!the time when i'm be the last kid and the youngest sibling?hehe i love being kid!and there is so many reason why i love my childhood!

how about now?
kinda sucks!but i try to make my self happy!i must!and i need to grow up!face it!i dont want just sit here and please everyone!no!i must do something in my life!i want to make a change!

good!i hope you can make it!
thx

ok....how is your day?
good.....normal!just at home doing nothing!and watch mj top 40 hits!

really?is that good?mj?
is really good!i love him!and yeah i watch mj interview!i cry!he such a poor man!he still acting like a kid!i love him!

more than gc?
ehehe..yeah!i mean he make a great music he's a legend !gc is my fav band of all!but now i like mj more!sorry good charlotte!

what are listening right now?
good charlotte emotionaless..then i gonna change to mj ghost!

are you sad?
nope!just normal felling!

close your eye and what is in your mind?
dead body!

why you thinking about that?
idk..?mj?i really sad about his death!

person you love?
my mom?

no...i mean boy...
joel madden,benji madden and someone who play jack in unfabulous!

no i mean in real life you know at your age..?
hehe there is someone but i'm so over him!

who?
why do you want to know?letter after....a?

b!
yep i love b!b is his nick name but his real name i'm not gonna tell you!

ok then good bye! bye!

great

"comfort zone is uncomfortable zone but you make it comfortable"-mario teguh
"idk the key to success but the key to failure is trying to please everybody"-bill cosby
"sesunguhnya orang yg mencela anda tidak akan peduli apakah anda sukses atau tidak"-mario teguh
"jika seseorang menyakini seluruh mimpi-mimpinya maka seluruh alam semesta akan membantunya mewujudkan seluruh mimpi2 itu menjadi kenyataan"-the alchemist

i want say this for you

i'm sorry of acting like this i'm sorry you use to be my friend!and we are bff!and i dont care what you do i just want things back to normal!i miss you!and please forgive me!

question and answer

how are you?
bad

why?
some stupid person i like just gone and i have a fight with my bff

wow how do you fell now?
lil bit in love,missing someone,sad but happy at the moment,bored but i know i got things to
do,full of hope and mad at my self its all mix up!

what do you really want right now?
bag,peace in my heart,able to forget him,fresh mind,pizza and hug from my mom

if today is your last day to live what will you do?
kiss my mom,say good bye to everyone on facebook and twitter then i pray and pray till i die

what are doing right now?
internet,looking at who online on gc.com and thinking what should i do next

what will happen in next 3 month?
ehm...my family broke,they have enough money to pay for 3 of us i will be not happy but i try to make my self happy and things will get worst:-P

why do you think it will happen like that?
just thinking!i've been thinking about that a long time ago thats why i hate my lil bro!

why you hate your lil bro?
cause he sucks,when my mom tell me she pregnat again i cry and scream i dont want a new brother!then i try to like it and i did but when he get older he been nothing but sters all of us!he a shit in the family the person who make things worst!without him maybe my life will be better!i hate him but sometime i thankfull to have him in this family!there's a bad and good side of him but the bad side is bigger!idk why!when i look into his eye and ask how could i hate this lil innocent baby?i have no answer for that!but i know why i hate him!sometime i think i want to kill him!but how could i?and go to time machine and not let him to live and see what will happen if he never born?and idk when i grow i will still hate him or not...

wow did your mom know that you hate him?
yes but she dont know that much!

your dad?
yep he know!and hate me for hate-ing him

the person you love the most?
my mom and my self!

friend?
i dont have many friend you know....just some of them but they dont know me enough!they not always there for me, my mom is my bffffff!

what are litsening right now?
some slow and sad song

you like it?
yeah...i like any kind of music but mostly some song abou life and love and song that have deep lyric

ok then.....you like gc dont you?
yeah!i love them

why?
em....too long to answer this but they are great!

ok then thx!

i miss him!

i miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!

100%iseng

sayangnya aku tdk bisa di dkt mu lagi
aku tdk bisa menemani mu...
melewati hari bersama mu...
berbagi canda tawa....
bermain bersama...
berbagi cerita...
kau yg biasanya menjadi teman ku....
kini kau bagaikan sesuatu yg indah yg takut ku sentuh...
kau sesuatu yg ku jauhi karna ada hal baik jika aku menjauhi mu...
hal yg sulit kau jauhi...
dan aku juga sulit menjauhi hal itu
tp aku bisa menjauhinya
i'm afraid to say sorry cause i know is not my fault...
but its yours...
so....face it!
apologize to me...

argh i hate this part!

the part when i thinking about my feature
the part when im in love with hopeless boy
the part when i fell lonely
the part when i want so many thing that i know i cant have
the part when i think my life is soooooooo boring
the part when all the thing around me is.....
the part when i thinking about the next 3 month!
the part when i had trouble with my life and i cant control it
i hate the part when i want to do something but i'm afraid to do it
and i hate the part of everything!
(sorry lg emosi ga jls)

just so you know

-i'm not a rich people
-i'm not a girlie girl
-i'm not perfect
-i dont care about all the stupid dont need to know stuff like novel,cool restaurant,clothing label and bla2
-my family is normal nothing very special except my grand parent
- i dont like taking picture
-i love entertaining thing!work in studio or backstage wow!dream come true
and maybe that's it...

transformers 2

kemaren gw nonton tu film!seruuuuuuuu!tp ada kejadian aneh pas mau nonton
ada orang pingsan di bioskop,jd pas baru mau mulai ada yg teriak "jgn di matiin lampunya"orang2 pada ngeliatin...n ternyata orang pingsan!oh well....takdir tu orang ga bisa nonton transformers 2!hihi
back to the movie! it was a great movie!the action was great!ada bagian yg lucu juga!ada yg sampe buat gw ngakak!jalan ceritanya seru!ga ngebosenin!it was cool you know!all the effect and stuff they put in this film was great!this is must watch movie of the year beside harry potter!
to be honest i dont like twilight,for me it just...a vampire and all the romantic stuff?idk i'm not interested to watch that movie or buy the novel!but i'm a huge fan of harry potter!hihi just so you know...
ok back again! transformers 2 was great!megan fox is looking HOT!the whole movie was great nothing bad to say!hihi....
wanna know more just watch it!

Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

27

27 juni
yep its my b-day!so like always i wake at 4am... why?krn jam itu gw di lahirkan ke bumi ini di rumah sakit asih!gw ngucapin ke diri gw sendiri happy birthday lala semoga gw tambah pinter,baik dll!bis itu krn gw takut gw turun ke bawah ke kamar ibu gw dan tidur di situ,bobo selama 3 jam'an habis itu gw di bangunin ama ibu gw dan dia bilang"happy birthday!semoga tambah2"(you the word that we use to say to birthday girl/boy)hihi gw bangun n buka fb ada 2 wall tulisan happy birthday ya sudah lah!(my hope is the boy that i like say hb to me but he dont)hihi kakak gw wisuda so ibu sm kakak gw pergi dulu!gw ambil rapot jam 8.10 gw degdegan what if i'm not pass at my b-day?n yep gw ketemu dia!whaaaaaaaaaa happy dia senyum n say halo shila!yihaaaaaaaaa i'm happy!hihi,dan pas giliran gw jantung gw berdebar2!dan....gw naik!ranking 7 ga ada yg merah!yippie!perasaan gw seneng bgt!sampe rumah gw ol lagi dan makin banyak yg ngucapin happy birthday!ya sudah lah!first it was boring until 4 pm and then my grandmom ask me to go to mall!beli kue eskrim!yippie yummy!n beli j'co!sampe rumah ngerayain n the end!

michael jakson R.I.P

yup dah pada tau kan?he is the king of pop!dan katanya di meninggal krn serangan jantung!
first time i hear this BIG new is from twitter...joel madden bis itu gw langsung nyari di web lain!huhu so sad!he just like elvis right?hehe sotoy!idk much about his life but he is a great dancer,singer and many more!his song is so deep and beautiful he is a legend!and we will love you forever michael!and i think E! will be all over it!so just watch E! news and you will know!

nothing just dont know what to do

Love has never been defined from the time man gave birth. It is because Love differs from person to person. Love differs from heart to heart. Each and every body has their own meaning of love depending on their own experience. Love is happy and love is sad. All the humans born in this world love something. When you love something it makes you comfortable. In one way or the other people will feel that they are in love. When you are being in love it doesn't tire you, because love is kind and it doesn't have desire. When love is true then it doesn't allow you to get angry and it keeps no wrong account. Love has the power of undergoing all things. So love has grate value and it has no end.

Love is respectable and wants to help other person in every aspect and protect them from all the harm. When two people care for each other so much, they will go to the end of the world to be with each other and do anything for one another. But no one can explain Love. There is no explanation for love but it is only a feeling.

You love somebody more than you care for yourself. You love somebody to make them happy and make your self happy. Then you are absolutely right. Love can be described in that way. If your own wants and needs don't matter to you as long as that person is happy, then that is true love.

True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about idealistic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be definite and is also a given, known and joint when two people "share" in it.

Love is affection, a sentiment that cannot be explained. Either you feel it or you don't. We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it. It is not a lucid, prearranged action. When you can't reduce that feeling then you call it love. Love has no meaning at all! It is the very spirit of our being, it is Life itself!

No one can explain love; love is not something that can be easily explained. It is a feeling that each and everyone should feel at least once in their life. Of course it can be expressed but as to explain well it is difficult, as everyone's love is different.

So love is grate and all human must love each other and should be the example to others. Our creator (god) wants us to love our neighbors and those are the people who will enter into god's kingdom. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not feel jealousy, it does not boast, it is not arrogant. It is not offensive, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily annoyed, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not enjoy in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. Love never fails.

But actually the true meaning of love is to attain salvation before you die because salvation is complete love. Salvation is achievement of complete peace by means of self realization. When you are self realized you actually know that you are soul and not body. If you do good Karma you can easily attain salvation in the end. A single glimse of the ultimate peace inside you can give enormous joy. Love stories are great examples of that. You might have noticed that 2 lovers loving each other are ready to die but do not want to get seperated. Such kind of a love story between two lovers is a glimse of the complete peace inside. So if you are in true love with someone do not consider it as a small thing. This is the greatest gift of God and it tells the true meaning of love. Just read the love story at the home page of this site which is a pure love at first sight. That will better make you understand what true meaning of love is and how love can completely change your life.

Some people consider the meaning of love as having lot of sex before or after marriage. Such people havent yet experienced the true love in their life. So they consider sex as love. But this is not true. You might have noticed the love of mother for you. Love of mother is pure. So is the pure love between two true lovers, where they dont want anything from each other. They are the soul mates. They cannot be seperated ever. Someone can seperate their body but cannot seperate their soul from each other because they are one soul in two bodies. Achieving such a love is the real meaning of life.

from:http://www.meriramkahani.com/meaning_of_love.php

just i think it was cute

and great word about life

happy day

gw naik kelas!
dan gw ultah hari ini!
nilai gw ga ada yg merah!
thank you god for every thing!

as yu can see...my blog has been ero

as you can see...my blog has been eror for a while hanya krn ke sok tau an gw....

yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rabu

hari yg aneh...hari dimana gw berawal dari remedial matik,yg ahirnya cman capcipcup jd ga ngitung sama sekali!bleah!and then gw makan pizza hem yummy!dan ada pengarahan dari tenteara ga jls yg sok gmn gitu!the best part of my day is!
i can joke aroung with "him" and laugh and play with him!what a great day!

finally!

everything is almost done!just one more thing! MATH but please.....let me pass this 7 grade!
and now,really i'm OVER him!hah!but still i want to be around him but...not that much!and i just i want to free myself over all those bad thing I've been thinking about!the feature!well other people have sucker life than i do!i'm start thinking that "why?why i must complaining about my life?look at other people!they dont have life like i do....they even dont go to school and many other stuff that i have but they dont have !so now i'm more thankful to god for everything god give me!and starting not complaining about stuff!i mean this is life you cant get everything you want! so now i'm at peace!orang tu ga pernah puas!gw juga!but you have limit!so who care about that rich beautiful girl out there who you think have great life?huh seriously we have life too and their life is sucks too!they have problem like us!so live your life!and dont waste your time thinking about other people life!think about your life!and take care of your self!

3 word

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sterss!

gw stres hari ultah gw adalah 27 juni yg dmn hari itu adalah hari pembagian rapot!gw naok ato ga ya???merah gw selama ini yg gw tau adalah mat dan sejarah!huh!i cant deal with those two!sejaraaaaaaaaah semua ulanganya merah!mat?no hope!bg gw mat meant to be my worst grade!why?no meather how hard i try i will never pass oon math!haha!tp klo sejarah?damn i could'nt even read my own note book!ahah maklum catatan gw ancur bgt!ama gurunya....well you know lah!he's kinda....scare me a bit!semua nilai nyaris beres!but history and math...?idk!
merah paling banyak 3 klo lbh ga NAIK KELAS!someone kill me now!
and then i have this love felling that i can't forget!a love felling that suck just something i relly dont need!i really want to hate him!and let go of this felling!its stupid!
and no i just dont know what to do!

60 Dumbest Celebrity Quotes

click it!

friend quotes....

“We are friends and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter. I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often.” Jeanette Winterson quotes

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

word i want to say to my self

let it go...who is he?his just not that into you
c'mon...he's just a guy!and he's just normal and there is still many fish in the water
focus!study!and think that he's gone dead
let it go when he's back...that's means he all yours!
haha...you just a kid!your true love is for hollywood not boys
and please...get over it!

Good Charlotte

Good Charlotte is an American band from Waldorf, Maryland that formed in 1995. They took their name from the children's book called "Good Charlotte: The Girls of Good Day Orphanage," written by Carol Beach York.

The members of the band are identical twin brothers Joel Madden (lead vocals) and Benji Madden (lead guitar and backing vocals) Billy Martin (rhythm guitar, keyboards), Paul Thomas (bass guitar) and Dean Butterworth (drums)

Good Charlotte (1995-2001)

Good Charlotte started out by playing at small bars. They soon caught the attention of punk rock band, Lit, whose song "My Own Worst Enemy" was a chart topper at the time. Good Charlotte lost the opening slot on Lit's East Coast tour in 1999. Soon after, Good Charlotte played some dates with the band Blink-182, who had just experienced mainstream success with their album, Enema of the State. All of this caught the attention of major music labels, and Good Charlotte eventually signed with Epic Records in 1999.

In 2000, they released their self-titled debut album, Good Charlotte. Y100, a now-defunct radio station in Philadelphia spun Good Charlotte's song "Little Things" before it was released as a single. It ended up being a big success on the station, so big that on Y100's nightly "Cage Match" competition (where new songs were pitted against each other and listeners could vote on which was better), "Little Things" won fifteen nights in a row, beating out bigger names, before it was retired to the cage match hall of fame.

Good Charlotte also gained a lot of momentum and popularity from "Little Things" being played by now defunct Washington radio station,99.1 WHFS. WHFS's annual music concert, the HFStival, hosted a locals only stage and is credited with being Good Charlotte's big break.

"Little Things" was later released as a single in 2001, and peaked at #23 on the U.S. Billboard Modern Rock Tracks chart^[1]. In the second half of the year, three more singles were released from the album, "The Motivation Proclamation", "The Click" and "Festival Song".

[edit] The Young and the Hopeless (2002-2003)

2002's The Young and the Hopeless well marked the band's music into mainstream popularity. Their breakthrough single, titled "Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous", topped both pop and rock charts around the globe. Singles that followed from that album include "The Anthem", "Girls & Boys", "The Young and the Hopeless" and "Hold On". They thanked many other bands for their influences for this album, including Blink 182, Sum 41, NOFX and Green Day.

The album eventually went on to receive triple platinum certification (three million copies sold) from the RIAA^[2]. During the course of the album's success, Good Charlotte landed appearances on Saturday Night Live, CNN, and The Today Show, the covers of Rolling Stone and Alternative Press magazines, and were also featured in The New York Times. They also became popular on MTV, where their music videos were played in heavy rotation on both MTV and MTV2. "Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous" received the "Viewers Choice Award" at the 2003 MTV Video Music Awards.

The band hired temporary drummers during the recording, release and touring of The Young and the Hopeless due to former drummer, Aaron Escolopio, having left the band before its release to join his brother's group, Wakefield. In 2003, the band added Chris Wilson as a drummer, he was introduced to the band through mutual friends from the group The Used. Also in 2003, the band made a cameo appearance in the King Gordy video for "Nightmares".

[edit] Chronicles of Life and Death (2004-2006)

Good Charlotte's third album, The Chronicles of Life and Death, was released by Blake face in 2004. The album received mixed reactions from both the music press and Good Charlotte's fan base. The album has been widely considered a departure from their previous two albums, mixing new elements such as lyrical topics into Good Charlotte's youthful sound. Singles released from the album include the two hits "Predictable" and "I Just Wanna Live", as well as "The Chronicles of Life and Death" and "We Believe". The only single from The Chronicles of Life and Death which managed to chart upon the U.S. Hot 100 was the hit "I Just Wanna Live". All of the singles released from the album went top 30 in the UK, except for "We Believe".

In May 2005, after much speculation from fans, it was officially confirmed that Chris Wilson had left the band citing personal health reasons. Benji also told Kerrang! magazine that, for him, "Chris leaving the band was the worst part of 2005". Chris then joined a pop/rock band The Summer Obsession but because of its split in 2007, he currently plays drums in Allegiance To The Fire.

On Good Charlotte's "Noise to the World Tour", performing with Simple Plan and Relient K, the band recruited Dean Butterworth (who had previously played for Morrissey) as the band's temporary drummer. Later, in March 2007, Butterworth was confirmed as the band's permanent drummer.

Benji Madden has claimed in interviews that he feels this record was not as successful as the previous record due to it being "too selfish."

[edit] Good Morning Revival (2007-2008)

Good Morning Revival is the fourth album by Good Charlotte and the follow up to 2004's The Chronicles of Life and Death. It was officially released in March 2007, with the precise date varying by country.
Good Morning Revival debuted in the top 10 of thirteen countries worldwide including the U.S., giving the band some of their highest international chart positions thus far. At midnight, on January 23, 2007, the forthcoming record was made available for pre-order on iTunes. When pre-ordered, the single, "The River" was downloaded immediately, while the rest of the album was queued to be downloaded on the released date. Pre-ordering on iTunes also provided the exclusive bonus acoustic version of the aforementioned single.

The first single from the album, "The River", featuring Avenged Sevenfold's lead singer, M. Shadows and guitarist Synyster Gates, appeared online on January 4, 2007 and was released as the first single from the album in North America. The music video for "The River" was added to UK music channels Kerrang! and Scuzz on April 13, 2007, making it the second single released from the album in the UK. The song charted at #108. "Keep Your Hands off My Girl" was released as the first single in the UK and Australia. "Keep Your Hands Off My Girl" charted on the UK Singles Chart at #36 the first week of release through download sales and then climbed to #23 when released in stores. The second single released in North America was "Dance Floor Anthem", with which the band had scored a surprise hit, making it onto eleven different Billboard charts and peaking at #2 in Australia. The "Keep Your Hands Off My Girl" video was recently certified gold by MTV International. It was played 3,000 times on over 4 continents during the first half of 2007. On January 1, 2008, Good Charlotte was featured on Tila Tequila's New Years Eve Masquerade on MTV, as they were the second performance of the new year and performed their hit "Dance Floor Anthem".

The band made multiple U.S. and international TV appearances in support of the album. First, Good Charlotte appeared on The Tonight Show with Jay Leno on April 9, 2007, the Outdoor Stage on Jimmy Kimmel Live on April 11, and on The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson on April 27. Joel and Benji Madden, Good Charlotte's lead singer and guitarist respectively, co-hosted the Australian MTV Video Music Awards with Fergie on April 29, 2007 where the band also won the "Viewers Choice Australia" award for "Keep Your Hands Off My Girl". In August 2007, the band embarked on Justin Timberlake's FutureSex/LoveShow tour, as Timberlake's opening act. Good Charlotte supported Timberlake throughout his second leg North American dates. They were present for the August 16, 2007 show in Madison Square Garden, which was taped for a HBO broadcast.

In 2008, Good Charlotte appeared on the Three 6 Mafia track off of their new CD Last 2 Walk called "My Own Way".

On November 25, "Greatest Remixes" was released. This compilation album includes 15 songs from previous Good Charlotte albums remixed by other artists like Metro Station, Junior Sanchez, The Academy Is..., and The White Tie Affair feat. Mat Devine of Kill Hannah.

[edit] Cardiology (2009)

Good Charlotte is currently in the studio recording its fifth studio album, which is slated for release in mid-2009. Describing the sound to MTV news, Joel Madden said it would sound a lot like Blink-182.^[3] Later on, a blog posted on the official Good Charlotte website, Joel mentioned that he didn't mean the album would sound like Blink-182, but sound more like a pop-punk record.^[4] Joel Madden went on to say in the same MTV interview that "There's nothing dance-y on the record, though, at all, which is different from our last one," ^[5] further implying a movement away from the sound of Good Morning Revival. In late November, Grammy-winning southern rapper Chamillionaire announced that the band would be featured on his third studio album, Venom.

On December 3 Kerrang! magazine announced that Good Charlotte would be releasing their fifth studio album, Cardiology in 2009. The title of which, according to Joel, comes from the lyrical content of the album, which he explained is "all connected to the heart". Joel also revealed that producers for the new album could include Don Gilmore, Trevor Horn and John Feldmann. Madden also added that they have already written 20 songs for the new album, and are said to be heading back to their pop-punk roots.

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3 word for you ****

I LOVE YOU!

read it i dont get it

when i wake up the only thing in my min is this word
"good morning my self"
and then i'm thinking what should i do next?
and my answer is"do the same thing like yesterday"
and in another second i say"wait,what if today is my last day to live?"
and now what should i do?
"do the same thing,but make it more beautiful"
and how to make it beautiful?
"smile and say i love you to people you love"
is that what crazy people do?
"NO"
then i really have to do it?
"YES"
why?
"cause maybe you will never see them again"
really?
"just do it"
why?
"i tell you,make everyday special,just like your birthday or any kind of special day that you think is special even know is just a day!get what i mean?"
no
"its your birthday and do you fell special?"
yes
"why?"
cause is my birth day and it is special
"you make it special and if is not special you will not fell special"
so how to make it special?"
"pretend it was the day before you die"
ok i will try it
(gw ga ngerti tp what ever lah)

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things lyrics

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

(and that's how i fell about you again)

puisi aneh!

i love you...
but
i hate the fact that i love you
i really2 love you...
but
i'm afraid to tell you
i always thinking of you
but
i hate to thinking about you
i always want to see you
but
i can't and i fell stupid when i looking at you
i want to be around you
but
you always be around your friends and when i'm around you....i fell happiness and peace full in my heart and i hate that!
i want to be your girlfriend
but
i know our love will end and idk what to do when we're dating
i really hate the fact that i you are the first person i' in love with!
but
when i'm in love my day never really sucks!you always bring the happy news every time we chat,every time you say my name and every time we close to each other it always make me happy!and just looking at you...i smile!and seriously love is beautiful but i dont need it right now!
but I LOVE YOU!and NOW I WANT TO HATE YOU

i'm in love with a boy i love to hate

the letter after abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy is.....haha!

Phil Collins - No Way Out (Theme From Brother Bear) lyrics

Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change
the things I've done
Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone, something will come
to take away the pain

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day

Tell me where, did I go wrong
Everyone I loved, they're all gone
I'd do everything differently
but I can't turn back the time
There's no shelter from the storm
inside of me

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day

I can't believe the words I hear
It's like an answer to a prayer
When I look around I see
This place, this time, this friend of mine

I know its hard but you
found somehow
To look into your heart and
to forgive me now
You've given me the strength to see
just where my journey ends
You've given me the strength
to carry on

I see the path from this dark place
I see my future
Your forgiveness has set me free
On and I can see another way
I can face another day!

I see the path, I can see the path
I see the future
I see the path from this dark place
I see the future

I see the path, I can see the path

I see the future

and that's how i fell right now!

besok adalah!

UJIAN KENAIKAN KELAS MATA PELAJARAN
MATEMATIKA +KWN!=MAMPUS GW!
WISH ME LUCK!

twitter!

ok i love twitter more than facebook,plurk and many other social bla2!
for many of you think that twitter is boring...but for me its soooooooo fun!why?cause many2 celebrity have it such as nicole richie,paris hilton,joel madden,oprah,miley cyrus and many2 more!
so just follow them and you will have official news from them!for me is just like a dream come true!knowing what they do and sometime they reply a message to us!i got reply from heylie duff and miley!hehe
and then some word they say it just making me happy and laugh! for exsample from joel
"Look 4 me and @petewentz new show on disney its called blood brothers. 2 step bros that r vampires, that can't control their feeding urges"
and from nicole
"I've decided Im over hugging everyone at a dinner table goodbye. Were all adults, we see each other all the time. Is it really necessary?"
those are my favorite twitter user!i love them!
and this is some celebtwit addres
http://twitter.com/nicolerichie
http://twitter.com/ashleytisdale
http://twitter.com/babygirlparis
http://twitter.com/PerezHilton
http://twitter.com/LadyGaGa
http://twitter.com/billyraycyrus
http://twitter.com/kingsthings
http://twitter.com/MissNickyHilton
http://twitter.com/sevinnyne6126(lindsay lohan)
http://twitter.com/haylie_duff(dont know fake or real)
http://twitter.com/Lionel_richie
http://twitter.com/KourtneyKardash
http://twitter.com/KhloeKardashian
http://twitter.com/BloodzillaBilly
http://twitter.com/JoelMadden
http://twitter.com/benjaminmadden
http://twitter.com/Joshmadden
http://twitter.com/sarahemadden
http://twitter.com/petewentz
http://twitter.com/ashsimpsonwentz
and there is sooooooooo much more!
so happy twitting!:-D
and be sure to follow me on twitter
http://twitter.com/lalagc27

thank you god for.....

-give me the best mom in the world(love you mom)
-give me full body part(there is person out there who doesn't own hands,legs eye and more)
-give me siblings(even know sometime they sucks)
-give me the best dad in the world
-give me a big happy family(some of us dont have a big family)
-give me money to buy all the thing i need
-give me (maybe) long age
-there is too many little thing to thank for so....
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Plain White T's - 1234 lyrics

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

and that's how i fell about you ***** but i'm afraid to tell you!

favorite quote.. ...

"tidak boleh ada ke burukan untuk mencapai kebaikan"

"jangan melakukan hal yang salah hanya karna banyak orang melakukanya"

"making mistake is ok,but whats not ok is making the same mistake over and over again"

"treat other like you want to be treated"
and yes....i got that quote from MARIO TEGUH

lil interview from facebook hehe....

Are you smarter than a fifth grader?

i think!

Britney or Christina. (who is most talented)

Britney!she's up and down and up again!

What is your first language?

indonesia

Re-Live your childhood? What would you change?

NOTHING i love it!

What would you change about yourself?

my big forhead

Favorite singer?

to many...but right now i love phil collin hehe

What is 3 things that you must have with you at all times?

internet service,outfit,magazine

Lover or fighter?

sometime you need both

Describe yourself in one word.

naif

Have you ever been in love?

yes and i hate it

Finish the sentence: "The way you smile..."

make me smile to

Nintendo, Microsoft, or Sony?

Microsoft

What song are you listening to right now?

phil collin

What do you love?

my childhood memory

if you had one wish what would it be

i want him to die!

American or British?

american

MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK?

facebook

whos your favorite celebrity???

nicole richie,the olsen twins,micha barton,hilary duff

Do you sing in the shower?

yep!

Do you prefer people with glasses or with contacts?

em...both!but glasses is more...?cool!

Do you like baseball, football, basketball or other...or do you just hate all sports

hate all sports!but i do love to walking!is that sports?

What time is it when an elephant sits on a chair?

time to wake up!

Gold or Silver?

gold

If you were an animal, what kind would you be?

a cute one

Is your middle name Nicole?

yey!i love that name

Is your name Kelera?

i will laugh!

Do you spend too much time on facebook?

maybe!

Baby girl or baby boy?

baby girl

What is your favourite comfort food?

egg

Do u believe in God?

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Favorite cartoon?

snoopy

Shower everyday?

maybe....

Do you like Americans?

LOVE IT

What kind of drugs have you tried?

nothing!i dont use drugs!

How would you spend the last five minutes with the one person of the opposite sex that you loved the most?

kiss him and i said i love you!

What would you do if you are going to die in the next minute?

i said 2 kalimat syahadat!and allah hu akbar!

What would be the soundtrack to the movie about your life?

anything gc

If you had to make a movie about your life what would it be called?

girl vs me

Describe your evil twin.

the same like me but she more dumber and boring

Mc Donalds or Burger King??

both!i loveeeeeeeeee junk food

If you could make any junk food super-nutritious, which one would you pick?

anything with cheese

Do you like to go online everyday?

yep!i can't live without internet!

What do you want?

i want to go to heaven and have peace world!no global warming!

where were you born?

hospital?

Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie??

Angelina Jolie!much hotter!

Last film seen

bride wars

Look to your left: What do you see?

a very weird looking person with a big smile

What are you wearing right now?

pajama?

Scotland or Italy

italy

Apple juice or orange juice?

apple juice

Where in the world do you feel the safest?

my room or my bathroom

Relationships or hook ups?

Relationships

Death Metal or rap?

both

What countries have you been to other than you home country?

arab and malaysia

Ice Cream or Sherbet?

ice cream

Sex before marriage or after marriage??

after!i'm not a bitch

What musical instrument do you play?

nothing!

Family or friends?

both?

Who Are Your Best Friends?

someone with curly hair

Why do you go on facebook?

coz my dad told to have it

who is the person you love the most?

my mom,my family,my idol!

Looks or Personality?

personality first!

What is your biggest turn on?

tall and smart guy!

Rap or Hip-Hip?

rap

What motivates you?

em...magazine,frirend?

what is love?

love is......the most beautiful feeling in the world!haha

Jeans or shorts?

shorts!

Are you a good friend or not ?

maybe?

If you look at the color blue, what does it make you think of?

sea....

What is the meaning of life?

for....prepare to go to akhirat!hell or heaven you know?

Favorite perfume?

sweat!haha! i dont wear perfume...sometime

What would you do if this interview is never ending?

keep answer it!

Orlando bloom or Johnny depp?

both! love them!

Do you drink coffee?

sometime.....

Do you like to bake/cook?

both!

Do you believe in ghosts?

maybe...

Winter or summer?

summer

What are your "comfy clothes"?

pajama

Do you believe in heaven and hell?

both!but i wanna go to heaven!!

Is this boring?

kinda..but i like it

What sort of character would you play in a comic book (hero, humorous sidekick, villian, that abrasive newspaper guy, etc.)

hero!!!!!!

Coke or Pepsi?

coke

If you were on Extreme Makeover: Home Edition; what kind of room would you ask for?

my room

If you could time travel, what would be your first stop?

hospital...at the time i was born

What is your natural hair color?

black

What is your natural hair color?

black

How many people are in your family?

lots of them

Favorite Rapper

jay-z

Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt?

they both old man

Are you in love?

yep,with my self...hehe

How many kids (or any at all) would you want to have?

3?

Chocolate or other candy?

candy

Sour or sweet candy?

sweet candy

Favorite hot drink?

coffe

What is your dream job?

desainer,chef,writer.

What religion did you choose to follow?

ISLAM

Riding horses or riding dolphins?

riding dolphins

What is your favorite color?

purple

beach or mountain?

mountain!

Why are you taking this interview?

cause i want to

who do you count on when feeling down

music and my best friend

Do you feel comfortable showing PDA in pubic?

nope!I'm not paris hilton you know?

How many hobbies do you have

many!

Close your eyes for a moment, who pops into your head?

joel madden!haha

Do you say "I love you" in the relationship?

sure!

Aliens have landed and selected you to visit their home planet. Do you go with them?

yep!

Describe your perfect Sunday morning?

eat breakfast in italy?

If you could be successful at any job in the world, what would that job be?

a desainer?teacher?

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?

em...paris?hollywood?rome?

If you could be someone else for a day, who would it be?

obama!or oprah!

What is your favourite word?

love

What makes you cry?

everything!iam a sensitive person!i cry over stupid thing

What makes you laugh?

almost everything! and when paris hilton say "that's hot!"

If you were an animal in the wild, what would you be?

lion

Who was your hero as a child?

my mom!

What do you do for fun?

litsen to music! especially good charlotte

If you had only six months to live, what would you do first?

get closer with god and do a lot of pray

What 3 words would your best friend use to describe you?

nice,crazy and funny

Where do you see yourself in five years?

high school?

What are you most proud of in your life?

that i've been to makkah with my family

When do you plan on getting married?

dont know!iam still young!

Water or 100% Juice?

water

If you had to pick one car, which would it be?

family car?or mustang

Your favorite Disney Films?

lion king!

Favorite fruit?

strawberry!and apple

Define yourself in 3 words...

nice,silly and maybe lazy?

What is your favorite TV show?

E! news!i love gossip!lol

Do you shower every single day?

yep!on weekend maybe not

Where do you want to travel next?

hollywood!

What is your favorite food?

salad!

Do you read harry potter books?

nope just watch the movie

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?

invisable

What is your favorite song of all time?

i just wanna live by gc... kebanyakan jawab pertanyaan...